Not much from me today.
It will be a day of quiet reflection.
The kids are at a play date, without me, all day.
This is no accident - I planned it, so that I could have today to be, by myself.
It was on this day nine years ago that I lost my first baby.
It's not that I spend the day crying. I just like to be peaceful.
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by?
Because you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you.
It still makes me so very sad.
Oh Lucy, I do the same thing in October. Just a day for reflection and peace, sometimes a few tears, I think we can allow ourselves that. x
ReplyDeleteI feel you on this one. I lost our first beebster in July of 2000. He or she had a baby brother almost a year to the day - July 28 was the date our son was born. But I still wonder ... our life woul dhave been so different ... but then we wouldn't have what we have now, right? all the stuff to be grateful for ... hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteNo words, just love. xx
ReplyDeleteHugs for you Lucy. x
ReplyDeleteBoxing day for me.
ReplyDeleteSending you all the love I have my friend, and then some more.
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Thinking of you today, dear Lucy. xxx
ReplyDeleteThinking of you today Lucy. I hope the sun shines x
ReplyDeleteHope that today is okay for you.
ReplyDeleteThere may be some tears but I hope you find some sunshine too.
Thinking of you.
Lots of hugs, Lucy.
ReplyDeleteI hear you Lucy. Hope it is a day of peace.
ReplyDeleteLots of love to you dear friend xx
ReplyDeleteI hear you. A big warm gentle hug to you for today xxxxx
ReplyDeleteHave you considered lighting a permanent candle at the Bonnie Babes (now Small Miracles) memorial site? Unfortunately it's a phone-in thing only at this point, but considering your connection you might like to... here's the number anyway 1300 266 643.
Oh Lucy, huge hugs for you. xxx
ReplyDeleteHugs Lucy, I'll be thinking of you today xx
ReplyDeleteI'll be thinking of you and praying for you.
ReplyDeleteMuch love to you today my beautiful bite the bullet friend (it's coming up on nine years for me too) xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteI've never met the little one I lost but I know I will one day. I hope peace encompasses your heart today as you think of the best that little life brought to yours.
ReplyDeleteOh Lucy...wouldn't it be lovely to see our little angels that didn't get to grow up...? My Maryanne would have turned eight last Saturday...I spent the week before planning her birthday party in my mind...xoxox
ReplyDeleteGood girl for looking after yourself. Big hugs to you. xoxo
ReplyDeleteBig hug to you and I hope you had a lovely, peace filled day xx
ReplyDeleteA peaceful day sounds the best idea to remember a special baby.
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Thinking of you Lucy
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Love & gentle hugs from me Miss Lucy xxx
ReplyDeleteHope you got found the peace you were looking for yesterday...
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I have been remiss. Take care dear Lucy. You deserve it x
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