Monday, 19 July 2010

Eight Years Ago

Last year, on the 19th July, I wrote this post here, about the loss of my first baby.

Another year on, I am here, still, crying again, for the child I never got to hold.



If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass us by?
Because you know I'd walk a thousand miles if I could just see you...

I am going to just keep busy today. And keep Olivia, Charlie and Lexie close to me. And be eternally grateful for them. 
 
And for anyone else who has experienced miscarriage or late loss, I wish for peace in our hearts. 

16 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry Lucy for your loss :( be kind to yourself today, leave the chores and nurture your heart with an activity that you enjoy or find comfort in today. (((((hugs))))) xo

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  2. Yes, what Jen said. Be good to you. My thoughts are with you today Lucy ...

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  3. Oh Lucy, I didn't know this happened to you.
    I'm so sorry for your loss.
    Hug those beautiful ones you can hug tightly today. xx

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  4. Wishing you nothing but peace and happiness today lovely x

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  5. Sending lots of love & gentle hugs to you today xxx

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  6. Big hugs to you my dear.
    I had a turning point when my eldest daughter was about 10. She asked me, "Mum, if the first two babies had survived, would you have had Em and me?" I had to honestly reply, "No darling - we were only ever going to have 2 babies." She and I were quite shaken by our conversation, but it helped me in a way too.
    Have a gentle day.

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  7. For all your support, your honesty and you love, I thank you. And for sharing yourself, we all do.

    Take care of yourself. And I received my package. Thank you.

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  8. Lucy, holding you in my thoughts today and wishing peace for you. xoxo

    P.S. That poem is so beautiful, and that picture says everything

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  9. A beautiful picture to represent a sad loss. Thinking of you and wishing you peace. x

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  10. Oh Lucy...Up in heaven theres a little child sitting on an angels lap looking down at Earth and pointing with a proud smile "Look, There's my Mamma and she is doing amazing things!"

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  11. I hope you find a way to hurt less while keeping a place in your heart for your lost little one. Thinking of you x

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  12. I'm so sorry for your loss. I've lost 8 and have no live ones to hold close, so I hope you had cuddles with your living babies today and enjoyed every single hug!

    x

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  13. Oh Lucy, I'm so sorry to hear about this. That is so sad.

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  14. Very sorry for your loss Lucy. I hope today is a better day.

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  15. I hope today is a better for you Lucy. I have lost 3 myself in the last 18 months so I know how you feel! wishing you and easier week ahead :-)

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